Life doesn’t move in straight lines, and mine didn’t either.
There came a period when nothing made sense. When the path I was on stopped leading anywhere I recognised, and the certainty I had as a kid seemed to belong to someone else. I won’t describe it here. It is enough to say I came out of it a different person than I went in.
In that period, I came across the book ‘The Alchemist’ by Paulo Coelho.
Many people remember the book for its promise that the world helps those who truly want something. What stayed with me was quieter. Santiago, a young shepherd, leaves everything behind to pursue a dream no one around him understands. Coelho calls it his Personal Legend: the thing you are meant to do, which most people abandon long before they ever attempt it.
Along the way, Santiago works for a crystal merchant. A kind man, who has spent his whole life dreaming of a journey he never dared to make. It is from him that Santiago learns a word I have carried with me ever since.
Maktub.
It is Arabic, and it means: it is written.
For the merchant, it was an explanation for the life he had settled into. For Santiago, it became something else entirely. Not a reason to wait, but a reason to keep going. I have come to understand it the same way. Maktub doesn’t mean everything is decided for you. It means some roads were laid out long before you arrived. You still have to walk them.
At the end of his journey, Santiago discovers that the treasure he was searching for was buried close to where he started. But he could never have found it without leaving. The journey didn’t lead him to the treasure. The journey made him someone capable of finding it.
That idea rearranged something in me. I stopped seeing detours as wasted time. Every difficult chapter, every wrong turn, every lesson I didn’t ask for was part of the road. Nothing I had lived through was wasted. It was preparation.